godssexiestmistake:

𝙄 𝙙𝙤𝙣'𝙩 𝙬𝙖𝙣𝙣𝙖 𝙡𝙞𝙫𝙚

meigzzzz:

Thank you Taylor

Honestly I think Taylor has been my lifeline this year, I lost my Dad in the last 12 months then she released the most beautiful album in Folklore, then last weekend I lost the other biggest influence in my step dad and Evermore came into my life as I hit rock bottom and I’m honestly so forever grateful for that! you here about people being saved by music all the time but @taylorswift you are my lucky star and my saving grace 🖤✨

In no way does this mean I’m cured or better but Taylor’s music is making everything day a little easier and giving me glimpses of strength to pull myself up from rockbottom, I have a way to go and still rely on so much help and support but from folklore and evermore I can feel sort a warmth and a love that I’ve missed so much 🖤 I will forever have a hole in my heart without my dad and step dad but Taylor brings a glow to the parts of my heart that are still whole ✨

les-mots-de-coeur:

dear papa [½]

I haven’t slept

Since the day that you left,

I didn’t know that it would be

The last time,

That I should’ve said goodbye…

But my soul was uneasy

And the sky cried.

I tossed and turned

the night you left,

And I toss and turn now

Just the same.

I wish I could hear your voice

And hear you laugh,

And hold you hand,

And hug you,

And I wish I spent more

Time with you,

And my mind is swimming,

Swimming,

Drowning in regrets

And what if’s

And why you’s

Because it should’ve been me.

My heart is filled with sorrow

And I think that I am fine

Because I push it away,

I sleep all day,

I drink all night,

I chase white lines,

And I do not cry

Because you would’ve wanted me

To smile, right?

But I can’t,

Because when you left you sucked

The vibrance out of my grandmas soul,

And my mom and uncle?

They just don’t seem to know.

And everyone keeps asking me,

“Are you okay?”

I wish that I could just fade away

Because you were my purpose here.

To come see you smile

Is what I looked forward to,

And I know that we’re not immortal

But I didn’t expect to lose you

So soon

So soon

So soon.

And right now I just don’t know,

About anything,

About dreams, about goals.

About a future.

What’s a future if you’re not there?

It’s not the same,

I need to hear you calling my name.

Most days,

I feel nothing except the sorrow

That bleeds from these walls,

A reminder that I need to be strong,

Because nana just lost her way of life,

47 years, gone,

In the blink of an eye.

And it was only 20 for me,

But inside I feel weak.

When you left,

You took a piece of me.

I’m afraid to go back

And try and get back to my life,

Under everyone’s watchful eye,

Because no,

I’m not okay.

I just lost my everything.

No, I don’t want to talk.

I just want this to end.

scarlettnox:

The years have hollowed out my soul, innocence was stone, hope lost, love forsaken. It leaves me asking, what could life possibly take next?

—DIE A HERO OR LIVE WITH THE PAIN | S.M

relatablepoetryandquotes:

“If it be love indeed, tell me how much.”

- William Shakespeare, Antony and Cleopatra